6 months in (or OUT!!!)!

This marriage is 6 months in and I honestly feel like I made the worst decision of my life marrying this man.

Is this what a new marriage is supposed to feel like?

What about the honeymoon phase? I can't recall being in the phase for even one day throughout the last 6 months.

I'm beginning to feel regret and wondering if I want to try to make it work.

I'm supposed to move to the country where he lives in a couple of weeks and i'm scared shitless thinking about it, trying to convince myself that he's worth the sacrifice.

I already quit my job, got a new lessor for my apartment and sold all my stuff, but right now, I feel like i'd rather take my chances here as a jobless person than move in with him. 

I look at our pictures and I barely recognize him, I can't remember why I chose him, it's only been SIX MONTHS and i'm L O O S I N G  I T!

What has he done to me?

What have I done to myself?

Is there a timeline for trying?

Should I wait for the 2 year mark?

I wonder if living together will make it easier..

I barely recognize the person i've become..

I'm mentally exhausted and drained by all of this..

Maybe even suicidal...