Better Late Than Never 🙊

More than a year!! Damn babe, how long does it take to compose a decent post. Well as the saying goes, better late than never. 'Bout the guy from the last post, we didn't work out. We broke up and made up a couple times more, turns out we were never meant to be together. So right now, I think I'm single. There's a number of people who think I'm dating them but none of it is true.

I'm in love now though, with someone who doesn't love me half as much as I do. It's crazy how this life goes, but hey, what goes around comes around. I really truly love this guy, i see no fault in his every action, but he doesn't appreciate it, at least not as much as I'd want him to. It's difficult, but I'm living with it. Taking it one day at a time.

Meanwhile, my sister is getting married in a couple of months, great news yeah? Now here's the 'but', amidst all the excitement and preparations, I figured out that members of my family are so interested in 'My date' for the wedding. Like who told them I'm bringing someone? I'm not even dating, not to talk of being close enough to introduce the person to my entire extended family. I've been quite worried about the situation, I feel like I'm under pressure to make an impression. Sometimes I wish I could talk to someone about how I feel.

I wish there was someone who understands what I'm passing through. Don't get me wrong, I meet a million and one guys every day, but I don't feel like I've met 'THE ONE' (well.. except for the guy that doesn't love me back)

I'm scared, too many uncertainties..